☽Anita, 18, CA☾

"Its hard to look at you"
6 Word Story

2 days ago with 29 notes

"There are some people you’ll never see again. At least, not in the same way."
I Wrote This For You, Iain S. Thomas (via sne)

3 days ago with 67,034 notes


"He’ll grab your waist and whisper in your ear but six months later you’ll find yourself drunk texting him that you miss him and he won’t respond."
(via sureth-ng)

4 days ago with 163,272 notes

All I Have Left To Hold Onto

At least I’m fucking prettier than her

I bet you haven’t told her you loved her
Endlessly, unconditionally, on a daily basis
She’s never seen the way only your dad can make you feel
Like 19 years meant nothing
She’s never seen the scared little boy
Who’s self esteem
Effected his dreams
And caused him to think his first love would cheat on him

At least I’m fucking skinner than her
You said you loved my curves
Yet I will keep shrinking until they’re buried beneath secrets and restrictions

She’s never seen you cry,
Not like I have
You told me your mom was sick
And I held you all fucking day
I held you every time you needed me, and she’s never been that to you
Not like I have

At least I’m fucking prettier than her
And that’s all I fucking have left to hold onto
Nothing’s ever left my grip without claw marks

But I never wanted our relationship Scarred
Because I couldn’t let go
I will always want to be close to you
And that’s why this will never be easy

I have to let you go if I ever want you again
I have to let her win
I have to let you realize what you want,
And if it’s her, and your new life
Then so be it
Let the cards fall where they may

I just have to remember that how you feel about her today
Doesn’t change how you felt about me
For so long
Nothing will ever change that.
We really loved each other, and that’s all that will ever matter.
Not her, not anyone else.
All that will matter is how perfectly my face fit into your neck,
and your arms on my waist,
and your hands on my face..

How we could tell each other anything and everything and simple nothings no one else cared to hear.
No one will ever be able to make me feel the way you did, every single day..

6 days ago with 2 notes

"How to kill someone;
Hold their hand and then never touch their skin again,
See them nearly everyday and pretend they don’t exist,
Act like everything you ever said to them was a lie."
Was this your plan all along? 

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